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i am going to end up deleting this account and deleting probably my other social media accounts as well due to some of the anonymous asks, messages and overall comments i’ve been receiving.
i have always used tumblr as a safe place where i openly shared my feelings and emotions; not only as someone who has struggled with mental illness, sobriety/recovery but also just as someone who is a human with emotions and feelings. these posts on both tumblr and my posts on other forms of social media are being taken out of context, mocked and shared.
i am being called a bad mother, a junkie, made fun of for being mentally ill ON TOP of being mocked for my previous relationship. regardless of how stable i currently am, regardless of how happy i currently am— these statements, these messages, these posts fucking hurt. i am not immune to pain nor immune to criticsm. i am being shamed for things that are not only untrue, but are things that i hold close to my core.
my role as a mother, my identity as someone in sobriety and in recovery is being plastered as a way to hurt me. you can say whatever you want- but don’t speak on my parenting. i am a mother first and foremost and always. i am a damn good mother at that. my son is loved, cared for and happy. i have sacrificed everything and anything for him without second thought. he is my world, my life, and my heart. secondly, yes i’m in recovery. yes i am an addict. this isn’t a shock to me or to many people that you all wish to tell about this. i’m not hiding that part of my journey as it’s an essential factor to my growth. i have been sober for 2 years on wednesday, i’m not a junkie, i’m not a fucking stupid addict. i’m a fucking recovering addict who doesn’t deserve this shit. i’m a fucking mother who doesn’t deserve this shit.
y’all got what you want; i hope y’all are happy and figure out whatever it is within yourself that made you say the things / do the things that y’all are doing.. and fix that.
Anonymous asked:
LMFAO shouldnt you be taking care of your son instead of being on tumblr talking about how happy you are. your happy your a shitty mom with a shitty life with no friends anymore? ✌🏽
i don’t know who you are to comment on my parenting ; because despite EVERYTHING else i mantain the fact that my whole life is about being the best mother i can be to my son. you can call me whatever you want but you can’t call me a shitty mom.







